"I'd considered that he might leave, but, somewhere in my heart, I sincerely believed in his promises.
What am I supposed to do?
He is right. Is the devil, so he shouldn’t feel responsible. This is how it is. All this time, he’s always been the one controlling the two of us. All of the decisions have always been me going along with him. This time is not different.
I can no longer have anymore expectations of those arms that held me, and those gentle hands. He will never come back again. "